Almost All You'd Ever Want To Know About Me

Hello, my name is Ruth Rynae Rockafield, and this is my blog.  I blog because I like to write and also because I like to connect with other people, but I couldn't do a YouTube channel to save my life.  :)  This is my personal blog, so I try to keep it mostly to personal stuff here.  If you want to see more of my writing regarded stuff you can check out my writing blog, Power of the Pen, which is meticulously formatted but badly updated.  I have to admit, I often have trouble thinking of what to write there.

I am sixteen, five-foot nine, and like to think of myself as 'the wild one', tho in honesty I dislike conflict too much to be a truly wild-child.  I have red hair, which could be redder, and blue eyes which could be bluer.  And I have pale skin that could DEFINITELY be tanner.  *sigh*

My parents are pretty strict conservatives, and since I still live in their house I have to abide by their rules.  This means that I only wear skirts below my knees, have never dyed my hair, have only one ear piercing, no tattoos, wear a tankini to the beach, and seldom wear shirts that show cleavage.  That's not saying that's how I like it, that's how it is.  I intend to have at least one tattoo someday, a second ear piercing, ect...  But that has to wait for when I'm 18.

Most importantly, I have this amazing, fantastic, absolutely unbelievable boyfriend.  I mean...he's seriously out of this world.  I think he's out of this world; and he makes me very, very happy.  We've only been dating about...five months now, a little less, but it feels like forever, and I hope forever lasts.  I cannot imagine life without him, and I frankly do not even want to try.  He's nothing like what I always thought my boyfriend would be like...he's better.  I didn't know God made them as great as him!

Next year I start going to a local tech college to study Criminal Justice...yes...I am going to be a cop.  I've always had an obsession with ousting evil and seeing that the good guys win in the end, so it's perfect.  And my boyfriend, Cory, thinks it's hot, so yea.  Definitely excited about that!  Right now I am finishing my senior year of highschool...homeschooled.  I've been homeschooled all my life, but unlike most homeschoolers, I didn't really like it, and my mom didn't know what she was doing when she first started teaching me and my love of learning really got murdered.  I'm not slamming homeschoolers by any means...I think homeschooling is great.  It just didn't work so great for me.

I have five younger siblings...two sisters (thirteen and not-quite-two), three brothers (eleven, nine, and six).  They seem to be doing really good with homeschooling, particularly my sister who's just younger than me.  She is shy and also leans toward being conservative like my parents, so she's glad she's not in a highschool.

Both of my younger sisters are pony-girls, but for my part, I don't like animals much.  Dogs and cats I can tolerate, as long as the dogs are not too large or too loud.  (Great Danes are far too big; my best friend married a guy with one.  Ugg.)  But for my part I doubt I shall ever have an animal.  That said, Cory likes animals and wants a dog and probably a cat too...so yes.  I forsee having animals somewhere down the line!

As for what I like, I love machines.  American muscle cars, motorcycles.  Pickup trucks, snowmobiles, ATVs.  Airplanes!  I like speed, I like muscle.  I like power.  Right now I'm driving an ancient Honda Accord with a five speed manual tranny.  The manual tranny I adore, the rest of the car isn't nearly 'enough' for me.  I'm going to look into buying a real car this summer, and hopefully a snowmobile before next winter!  Should be fun.

I also like to write.  I seldom take the time, and often even when I do nothing comes out.  When I do write, it's random, often a bit dark.  Leaning toward futuristic sci-fi, often with very definite principles behind it.  A lot of my stories come from things I see in the world that strike me as 'wrong', or even if they're not wrong now, could be distorted into evil.  Might seem like a strange fascination, but I love it.

I also love movies.  I collect them, actually.  Stack them on my shelves...almost a hundred and fifty of them I think.  My sister watches more movies than I do...but I love owning them and being able to watch them whenever I can.  Besides, it's not like I collect anything else.

I don't even really collect shoes, tho I adore them.

I also love waterskiing and swimming both.  I love the water, and I love boats.

In my dreams, I'm a motorcross champion, a NASCAR driver, a famous author.  I live the high life, with a Dodge Challenger and a Shelby GT 500 in the garage.  I have amazing clothes, an amazing husband, and an amazing family.  I'm tall, sexy, tanned, thin.  Basically everything I am now...except I'm not tanned and I don't think I'm sexy (tho my boyfriend would argue otherwise...I love him...)